Tuesday, December 18, 2007

the past

It has been a while since I chose to look back for the very first time. Regardless to as sad and as painful as it may seemed or used to be, I found myself smiling. There are many of us who chose to move on without turning back but some may chose to remain in where they are, refuse to leave it behind. It occured to me last night on how hard it is to eliminate something from your memory. Well, we are not talking about some science facts or history. Gosh that will be way too easy to be eliminated. Unfortunately, memories of someone whom we adore and love does not leave easily unlike how it is gained. From the moment we chose to leave it all behind or to let it go, there will be no turnig back even if your heart is bleeding badly. As a result, that will be where the scars are left for him or her.
From the moment you lay your hand on it, you will find yourself travelling back to where the both of you were. Ouch, how painful will that be? :) Not when you have chose to let him or her go completely. Life still goes on but not with him or her anymore. Yet, the memories of his or her are treasured in one's heart or mind forever until your very last breathe..

1 comment:

MsQuixotic said...

Oh sweetie! It is not easy to just forget about someone especially if it was someone that you recently disconnected with. It can happen but it will take time! Been there, done that - bought the T-shirt! When it is out of your system - you will feel good!