" What brought you here?" This is a top ranking question asked by many when I first talk or attend to them. Not something peculiar to me anymore. After some time in this road I take, the reason to it is coming into view after some attempts in figuring it out myself. Every seconds that ticks, my experience grow and transforming me bit by bit. "Enjoy what you are served with, neither shall you worry nor ask no more": This is a gift from a very wise lady today, though this is the 2nd time I've attended to her. Every words of hers sharpen my vision and somehow ensuring me that whatever I am doing serve a purpose.

My fingers are burning!!!!!!!!! =.=... Never touch the stupid thing for no reason.. Urgh...

boredom

Well, boredom kills and it retards your brain growth. This shows how the growth of my brain retards by my oh-so-long updates and when I am here again, the piece that is written by me will be something that is even more retarded. Ok, let us think over about how boredom kills and eventually woooohhh, a doomsday for all *smile*. When one is bored, they may either be restless or restful. That again, depends on how willing you are to rest in peace which will be hibernating or rot at home. Restless, will be some lunatic jumping up and down the bed while screeching and bear in mind, NOT screaming. Here is some example of being a lunatic:





According to a research by unclopedia:

Signs and Symptoms

Initially, there is a tendency towards inactivity, a condition which may take hold of a person for as little as a few minutes, or as long as an entire lifetime. This is often followed by nervous habits, such as biting nails, tapping, cracking knuckles, staring, fantasizing, stalking, denying that you were stalking, tapping, taking a bite out of an already half eaten doughnut you see laying on bob's desk, getting herpes from said doughnut, tapping, scratching, making a list of the order in which you would kill everyone if you were a psycho that would do that kind of thing, tapping, bashing your face repeatedly against your desk while uttering curses and profanities at the clock, and getting fired because your boss thought you were talking about him.

Boredom has been shown to affect the time lobe, the part of the brain that moves time forward. For an individual infected with boredom, time will laugh at you, and make fun of your mom. This simple state of being "bored" may lead to all kinds of complications. While boredom itself is a nonfatal disease, when a person is bored his or her brain is weakened and more often susceptible to more dangerous ailments such as Stupidity (Morbus Stultissimus) and Grammar (M. Verbosus).

If you or someone you know is suffering from boredom, contact your Scientology Space Opera House immediately.

Treatment

There are currently several methods for effectively erradicating boredom, the most well known of which are listed below:

• Alcohol/Pot

Side effects: increase in intelligence and creativity, loss of money, anarchy

• Zombies

Side effects: fatigue, anxiety, loss of limbs, euphoria

• Masturbation

Side effects: alchoholism

• Making plans to conquer the world.

Side effects: masturbation

A vaccine for boredom is under development. So far, all test subjects have turned inside-out. Despite this, the FDA has projected a version of the drug will be available to the public by tomorrow. It is taken in the form of a suppository 10cm in diameter (5mg dosage) twice a day for 3 weeks

TEE HEE!

The end..

random-ness

Shout to the Lord, all the earth let us sing,
Power and majesty, praise to the King!
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar,
At the sound of your name!
I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love you, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

The phrase that I used to sing all my heart out during Sunday church service struck my mind few days back when I came across a client of mine with series of unfortunate events in her life. She is someone who share the same name as me, Jane and someone who neither complain nor talk much during the treatment. Somehow, I felt that He is watching me all these while and have me meet with people who are like me, the child of Christ. From them, I learned something more and bringing me closer to him. Jane asked me why didn't I go to the church on Sunday and I told her my oddities. Then again, she insisted that I should be doing the bible studying with my team mates in the church. I then tell her: "Being unable to go to the church doesn't draw me apart form Him, in fact, I am even closer to Him when I am not anywhere closer to His sanctuary. During one of the Sunday service; one of the pastor said something that brought me to realization and the true meaning of being His children: laugh with Him and cry with Him. Sad to say, not many of us truly understand the meaning of that sentence. It seems like we have been overjoy with the achievements that we made and forget His existence. Yet, when it comes to oddities and disappointments in life, we tend to put the blame on Him for His absence. Regardless to the sins we have committed and the blames we put on Him, He'll still wait for our return; ready to protect us under His open arms. It may sound funny to many older Christians if I were to declare myself the child of Christ while I am one of the least who doesn't attend the Sunday service. Then again, don't you agree that people go to church for a purpose like: "God, help me, SOS" and not " God, here I am on this Sunday morning with my intention non other than giving you praises and sing for you"? I will never decline that I am not one of those with "God, help me, SOS" but like what I've said, I came to realization and thank God for bringing me to His sanctuary where I found myself." She was quiet for a moment and then her lips curved into a weak smile as she said " Yes, you are right." It will be a surprise to people when I tell them that I don't really blend well with people from my church for in their eyes, I am a girl who blends well with people. The reason is simple : I barely talk when I was in the church. Why? Again, Lord brought out my inner self when I was there in His sanctuary. Every sermons and songs played during the service, I tend to talk to Him softly and feel His presence every now and then. You do not need to be someone who goes to church every Sunday; read the bible every night or pray before your every meals to be devoted to Him. The miracles that He brought to my life in every single way amazed me and made me believe His existence in my life. I wouldn't need to declare myself His child or even made myself visible to the churches that I am indeed His child. It touches me when I realize the attempts He made in meeting me with His children for I have met a few other fellowships before Jane. From them, I feel the love He showered me with, especially with Jane. She was guided through her hard times in life when she has lost all her hopes with the death of her husband and son. However, for Lord, she lived through the pain and now, she is living blissfully with the company of her only family member: her daughter. You see, Lord play His role similar to our parents: someone who never give up on His child who gives up on Him. Whenever trouble come looking for me, I tend to look up at the sky, searching for Him and He never fail me with my favourite quotes from the bible that play in my head: thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come near you. That was how I brace myself everyday for the oddities that hit me along my journey called life. For He guided me through the storms in life and for Him, I am standing here, ready to hit the road called, life.

beautiful

This is beautiful and yea, zoom it for a closer look XD. Anyway, this post is mainly upon gratitude and appreciation towards the one who presented me this *nothing other than that*. HAHA! Sounds lame but yea, thanks a lot, loves and smooch. Tee hee! For your information, I am indeed surprised. LOL! Okie okie, that will be it. Amen~

updates..

HOHO.. Back!!!!!!! After for don't know how many centuries. Anyway, merdeka and birthday was a blast with the companion I had. Woohoo.. Pictures will do the job. OK, let's start off with Merdeka XD. Basically, I spent the whole 3days 2nights rotting in my Godmom's house with Mikey around and went yum cha with L after I was home in the evening. Sad to be without God-daddy around but god-mommy gave me the birthday prezzie on that day itself and how my birthday prezzie changes as the years flip. From teddy bear to something like this:

blusher and eye shadow XD

before...

after XD

I love him

Anyone? XD
He is unattached..

On the phone with his girlfriend and
wonder how is he going to explain
for leaving her alone in the shop.. HOHO

Well, as for my brithday, *lol* things are always beyond expectation with the babes around.. XD.. It was pretty ok but only that I can't stay late and damn, no wine for me, not to mention jack daniel *sigh*. It was a left out but I think I sort of was drunk though I didn't drink much or never? LOL.. And had breakfast with L in the morning. So, we had a guest with us *mr.grasshopper* to actually celebrate my birthday with me!!!! *but i deleted the picture :(*

claimed to be my baby but now that
she is not anymore.. XD..

yet, kendrick is cuter in many ways..
LOOK at his BUBBLY face!!!!!
AAAARRRGGGHHH...

checking the cutie out but
too bad i deleted its picture.. LOL..

Celebration during the day:

For the first time,
her smile made her looked
like a little girl holding a lolipop XD..
Where does the electrifying smile goes?!!!!!
Ok, time for something new though.
I think I'll be sort of like so dead
when she sees this. HOHO..
OOPPPSSS

Leaders in black.. XD

See the reflection form behind them and I
am still figuring out who was the
camera woman XD..
They both forgot who actually took it for them!
Ok, maybe they should start
taking up DMAE.. *pills to improve
deteriorating memory power*..XD
Oh yea, maybe L needs it too.. XD

Take one *awkwardness*

take don't-know-how-many * better* XD...

Oh yea, time to blow the candles
off..

Take one * one of us urm looks murderous
with the knife while making birthday wish* LOL!!!
SO, failed!

Take two: evon- wah! she is
closing her eyes!
* i wonder what was she looking at
but i supposed she is trying to
double confirm if she should close her eyes while making
birthday wishes or to see if I am closing my eyes or not =.=*
FAILED!

take 3: me- fine! open my eyes.
*but she closed hers*
Failed!!!!!!!!!!!!

Take 4: finale!!!!!!!!
*we were both making wishes
in peace*
Pity ann, who were the
camera woman.. XD

There goes the ending
for the morning session..
Ps: took us almost an hour for this session XD

Night session:

The birthday duo..

Zee hot mama
and she looks spicier
without her hair being tuck behind the ear.. XD

Mymy and nyny..

Damn! I have BIGGER eyes XD..

Camwhorers XD

OH yea.. the "zhu"

The "onion" face.. OOps
that was what XR said.. Bla bla

Ok, those were the session while waiting for vicky to finish grooming herself with the ann's assistance. This sort of explained their absence in the pictures above XD

HOHO! starter of the day..
to be brief, lobster soup.
but L said that it looks like
some curry gravy.. XD

cheers.

Zee girls.
Note: none of us seem to be covering the bottoms.. XD



In vain, except for the one with her
teeth shown.. XD

promoting the elastic bangle
that curls up her arm

and now it curls around her head =.=

then hers.. XD
Ps: that thing belongs to vicky *tsk
tsk, such exploitation towards
that poor thing* oops,
i am so dead again if they were to see
this XD

Before going back *without qin zy*

take two *without me*
LOL!!!!!!!!

Last one * the birthday girls*
Ps: we weren't supposed to be in
black.. XD


Oh, their after dinner party.. without me..
how sad. Gosh, the champaign looks tempting
yet, it sucks, according to one of them..
forgotten who.. XD
so, I think i am not missing
anything.. LOL!!!!

Oh yea, it was supposed to be a surprise from my sisters and I was supposed to be SURPRISED by their birthday gift. So yea, I was beyond surprised.. XD My sisters are special in many ways.

Now you know how special they are XD..
From the right: fel's, mine and jo yin's

There goes my updates and adios amigos people.. A post that took me almost 3 hours and publishing that took me 3 minutes XD..

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Coming soon *19th birthday celebration* XD