Saturday, June 13, 2009

reminiscing

Starring up the ceiling at dusk with my widely opened eyes and reminiscing the times we used to spent together.
The very first movie we watched years before and
here we are in the different path of the road.

A stranger you are to me now and with ignoran
t from you that hurt so much and set us to the starting point before the tragedy begun years back.
It was my decision that set your heart to a broken edge and with strength that you made it through.
A year after the broken heart, you are finally able to let the past slip by unconsciously, with or without hatred towards me for what I've done to you.
It will be an embedded you in my memory for life as I am sure how hard it will be to get rid of you after days, weeks, months and year
s.
The courage I took to ignore the pain without you and try to move on after 2 years with the thought that it will be alright.
Being confident enough that we will be stranger someday with the forget the me in you and yes, the me in you had been forgotten but not the you in me, for it will never been forgotten.
The fact that you have moved on is so clear and true to me now.

So long and goodbye to the very first hug in my life, the very first kiss in my life and the very first touch.

Altogether, the sweet combination of our name that sounded so far and long from my memory.
It is all over and yet, I am still reminiscing for you left the everlasting footprint in my life.
I now believe and confident enough to tell them that no matter how time passes, you will never ever be eliminated from my heart for life *smile*.

Nevertheless, be the one whom I will always love and miss although the misses aren't as strong as it used to be when I first left you two years ago.

September 30th 2007, will be the anniversary for our separation with the 2nd year approaching me and I am anticipating its arrival as everything in the past has just begun.

A million of appreciation to the mistake that I've made which left me no doubt that there will be no one who can have you replaced in my life no matter how much I tried to have you replaced. May God blesses you always although He has been blessing you all the time.



Saturday, June 6, 2009

Memories and Ipoh


views


mua precious


the queens


the slave of the day XD


before the departure XD

Went back to ipoh for a little while today with 3 of the most important person in my life.. ^^ As I reached ipoh, there is one precious thing that I've brought along to kl with me.

Friday, June 5, 2009

tagged

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed? tee hee.. mua head..
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?time to work again! $$
3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with? felicia!
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled? haha! kind of
5.Will you ever donate blood? haha if i were to be consented by my guardian angle
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? yea, i think so.
7.Do you want someone to be dead? the chosen one is not in mind yet XD
8.What does your last text message say? ok, my dear
9.What are u thinking right now? 17 again!
10. Do you want someone to be with you now? urm, no
11.What was the time you went to bed last night? around 12
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now? in ipoh
13.Is someone on your mind right now? no
14.Who was the last person who text you? jenny
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.May Ling
2.Jolyn
3.Gek SI
4.Yee Kuan
5.SUk wai
6.Sean
7.eunice
8.Caryn
9. YU tian
10.Joyin
15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with? haha! a human who is a male
16. Is no. 3 a male or a female? female.. duh!
17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good? nope.. loL!
18. What is no. 1 studying about? A-level
19. When was the last time you chatted with them? forgotten
20. Is no. 4 single? oh yesh
21.Say something about no.2 : mua cousin and sister
22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together? haha! who knows
23.Describe no. 9. crazy girl who is in love..XD
24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?unimaginable
25. Do you like 8? i don't like her but i LOVE HER!