Thursday, August 28, 2008

Finally, thank Lord

For the past few days, I thought of myself to be so calm and fearless when facing the GLOBAL practical exam but it turned out to be a nightmare. Then a man told me that I shall not be acquainted with fear and anxiety(thanks Keith). My practical exam turned out to be sort of shitty but I am well-blessed for the Lord is watching over me. Amen. It then came to theory which I am glad that I am no more be acquainted with fear and anxiety. Hallelujah! Bless shall be the words of God. There is a phrase which I always believe in "i shall not be afraid for the Lord is my shepherd" . Thanks to the daily devotional of the New Creation Church by Pastor Prince which reminded me so much of Lord's words. Besides, also a million of appreaciation to the one who reminded me so much about God by telling me "God will always bless those who hope and try". Thanks a lot hun, for being there for me throughout these and the very beautiful wishes and greetings from you every morning during my exams.He is a guardian sent from heaven *laughs*. Lord, He is always there, protecting and loving me. Regardless to what condition I am in, He made me whole and blessed with the greatest outcome. Praise the Lord. So, this is my badge. I AM A BEAUTICIAN NOW. But more to go. A higher lever of GLOBAL EXAM will be CIBTAC. lol..May God bless me, amen~

Thank you Lord. AMEN~

Saturday, August 23, 2008

The first

Ok, the first? Guess that the day is coming which will be this coming Monday,on the 25th of August 08. I'll be sitting for my very first major exam for my facial+anatomy course, GLOBAL. I am still wondering in which part of the world is the examiner from. Anxiety may fill in me sooner or later, at least that was what I thought but guess what? Hallelujah, praise the Lord. All the arrangements in the exam hall seems to be so perfect with the sink so near to me and I don't have to walk all way up. How happy am I to have seen such perfect arrange made by Him. Ok, time for some revision before my practical exam on Monday and theory will be on Thursday! Praise the Lord again for such blessings. Amen~

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Paul

"taken awhile at your blog
finally,
she has a new love
and i can leave her fully now
God, bless them as a sweet couple
for his boy is much better than me
his boy can do things which i have no time for them
and they are really sweet
she is in love with him,
i can feel it without seeing her
hey, you two, growing more mature in this love
since there is a guy treating you good,
i will never step in ... is not im scare, coward maybe?haha
but i have much greater things to accomplish

*happy 1st month anniversary to both of you ^^"


Thanks Paul, I'm glad that I'm no more a burden to you. Glad that you've found a new love, someone way better than me? lol..God bless you,boy.
PS: Go ahead for the girl whom you don't know her name..(try to find out her name..will you?)..thanks for everything. don't be shy to accept it because you deserve it.

Serenity

It has been almost 8 months ago since I created this blog and had it titled "serenity". The grace I used to have and will always have towards God does not waver. Regardless to how time flies, for I believe in Him and His existence that brought me to life. Each time when I'm lost in the maze, I call out to Him for I believe that He is lightening my path when I'm blinded by darkness. It is undeniable that I responded slow in referring my problems to Him, but I believe that He has been anticipating for my request. As I am typing this, I thank God, my heavenly Abah, for every miracles He gives in my everyday life. Because of Him, a blessed child I am and through Him, I learnt the value of "serenity".
With Him in my life, I often feel the presence of serenity in my life. Through tides and waves, I am guided through and sickness is redeemed from my life. "He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters" (Psalms 23:2), this is the serenity Abah provided me with. Every little things in life,I am well-guided through. Loved I am by the Lord of the Lords, King of the Kings. As high as the tide can be, my heavenly Abah is the King of the tides.
Things used to be real hard, harder than a girl of primary age could handle which causes isolation of her from the crowd. Nevertheless, caused isolation of herself from the crowd at a certain time. Yet, arms of angel tells that everything will be alright which is so warm and welcoming. It occurred to her when a video clip is well-recommended by her friend "stop and think" as it reveals the indescribable feeling veiled all the while.
Happiness and joy is the only remedy to the lightened path in life. Believing in Him and you'll be bless, not only believe but have faith. For things are nothing without faith. The only thing life tells is when you put everything after Him, including your family. You will not only be blessed, so is your loved ones. Life has never been easy but it can never be as hard as it may seem to be as a smile shows how much you have faith in Him.
It so happened that a girl was once drowned in darkness badly but saved by just a smile. A lighted path she possess through her days,weeks,years and life. Serenity means peace, peace comes from nothing but a smile. A smile that heals. A smile that have the grudge between human erased. A smile that triggers serenity. A smile given from above. A gift from the King of the Universe. :)